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I finished school almost two weeks ago and it was my last time seeing the people I've spent the last five years with ever again and only four said bye. Now this left me a little hurt but I shrugged it off. Then I realized I only talk to three people outside of school Josh, Dana and Talia. I've only become friends with these people this year even though I've known josh since year seven (just finished year eleven). Do you know what it feels like only having three people to talk to in your life, it's upsetting. There is also one friend I want to talk to but she's never online and I enjoy talking to her a lot she's just that much of an amazing person, but as I said I never get to talk to her. Then Um regarding drawings and such; I have heaps that I've started but not completed so I'll get around to that soon now that I have no school, I haven't been able to the last two weeks I've had to stay in bed because I had knee surgery a couple of weeks ago and wasn't allowed to walk but that's better now and I'll get around to some artwork.
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I was tagged by !SuicideBunny01 (https://www.deviantart.com/suicidebunny01)
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~Facts~
1. I skateboard
2. I want to be an art teacher when I finish school
3. I want purple hair
4.I want to live
New Works
Its been quite a while since I've posted anything and thats only because it being my final year of high school I don't really have enough time. Between homework and the 80 minutes of travelling for school. I'll try to do some more art, i'm not sure how long it will be though.
I'm an Anti Social Skater
Emo
[] I cry a lot.
[x] I go to local shows.
[/] I wear black everyday.
[] I write sad poetry.
[] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[x] I think about suicide or death often. (not about me doing it, but rather others)
[x] People have told me to cheer up.
[] I cry when I see dead animals.
[] My myspace pics are black or white or angled.
[] I wear many band shirts.
[x] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[] I wear black eyeliner.
[/] I have an ex I still cry over. (not cry but still upset about)
[]
Misery Love My Company
I haven't done the artworks I've been meaning to do and that was mainly because the the last two weeks I started talking to someone who was amazing to talk to and gave me something to look forward to each day. But she had to deal with somethings and I told her I'd give her sometime to work through them, I'm not sure if we'll ever talk again and its only been two days; but it has still left me torn to pieces. I'm glad I don't have to leave the house because I'm not sure if I would be able to keep this false smile I've had to wear for the last two years anymore. I just really need someone to talk to right now, just when I had finally found some
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Yah that's tough well maybe what you need to look for mostly is a spouse. It still was hard for me even though married but a spouse is a lifetime friend and its why marriage is still a good idea. Obviously finding the right spouse should come through prayer and seeking the right one.